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i always thought that birthdays will make you feel like the luckiest person on earth. but why do i feel like the shittiest person alive? fuck school, fuck classmates, fuck family, fuck everything. i think i really need a week's break to breathe and catch up on everything. if only time can stop ): bbq was alright cause the company was good. we all had a good time, right? i don't know what to expect anymore. i hope i get knocked down by a lorry or something.

11:46 PM