okay, this entry'll be a heartfelt one. mummy, i'm sorry that for the past 17 years of my existance i've been nothing but a failure. i'm sorry that i lost the phone that i thought i'll be spending my next 2 years with. i didn't mean to lose it or let it be stolen. and i didn't mean to lie to you that the phone's spoiled so that you don't have to worry or get angry. i'm so sorry, that i'm not able to be who you want me to be, i'm sorry i can't be like brother who did you so much proud, i'm sorry i'm not your pride and joy ))): i love you mummy

okay, 1 and 1/2 more months till promos. it's time to chiionnnnnnnnnnnngggggggggggggggggggg studies once again. studying khakis, anyone?