Toy musuem with Nic, Ninny, Mandy & Sheila on tuesday. there were lots of vintage kind of toys (they've beatles!) and it's kinda amusing how toys have evolved. i feel like going back again. since christmas is around the corner, i should be starting on the annual christmas wishlist. and since i've been such a good girl this year (i think), mister santa please grant me all my wishes :D as the holiday is soon to be drawing to a close, i think it's time for me to look back on this year. to be honest, it has by far been quite fucked up (comparable to sec 3 years) and i doubt i've ever felt so low about myself. but this year was good cause it has really test my perserverence and might i add that i've grown from all these experiences. indeed jc life is the worst years in ones life, so it's time to enjoy what's left of my holiday cause after that, it's mugging and more mugging for me (i hope).

i've seen of heartbroken lovers whose other half has gone on with another. it's sad to see how fast a heart can change, so fast that there's not even time for transition. my friends, stay strong. and when hope seems far, do not give up, for i'll be watching your back. <3