i just saw a reply from bestfriend regarding an email i sent her today. i don't know about others but i know, there's no one that knows me better than she does. past few weeks have been probably the start of a series of darkest days since the start of my junior college years. she really knew how to say the right words that tugged at my heart strings. and she's definately helped in getting my drive back in studying. well, sorta. and i couldn't thank God more for giving me a bestfriend who, though not always there, have been able to create a big impact in my life. and i know she'll love me for who i am, and so will i (: and now i hope she'll hurry fly back from aussie so that we can have more sleepover sessions :D