20070726
hullo Oriental Beauty, it's been quite some time but i'm back with a bang. so my 18th birthday has passed, and though i had wished for my friends to spend it with me, i'm glad that at least all made it on sat at girrafe and for all the presents and love received i'll treasure it :D it seems so surreal that i'm officially 18, since i'm probably only 5 within. but yep, 18 years of age, more responsibilities and all that growing up jazz about being an adult, well screw that i might be growing up but i'm still and forever will be a kid within. 2007's been a merciless year for me, and time to time i'm fighting a war that's all too familier but yet it's in full force. i hope i'm able to find my (still hidden) motivation to get me through this year peacefully. may God grant me the wisdom and perserverence to face this stronghold. hokay, i need to get myself in check and to probably be nicer to people, i'm sorry for the awkwardness and my anger management issues. i'm ashamed of myself and i hope nothing's too late to be saved.
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