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i've no family. the people i'm living with are humans that will always regard me as a martian. my only family's my dog, who's gonna be taken away soon anyway. go ahead and mock me, "brother", you've had everything you want so far, i'm nothing more than an amusing toy that's digging it's own grave to you. i'm so amusing thaty even your friends and that fat girlfriend of yours mock me, at our house even. so go ahead and fucking laugh your head off. don't YOU think i'm amusing too? just like a chimpanzee trapped in a zoo, with people pointing their hands out at, i'm like a show to everyone. i'm like the ant that's to be trampled on. fuck family, fuck A levels, fuck everything that i've once loved and treasured.
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